sigh…

 

There are some points in my life that I feel like to escape and forget everything that has been happening and live the life i am heading to.

I have made a lot of mistakes on my journey but i don’t regret any of it. My nanay said i am a hard headed, that i always insist what i want. My tatay said, i don’t have a single word of honor, that i just keep on promising. My brother said, nanay and tatay are so proud of me, they are just like that sometimes but in a real sense they are so proud of me.

In my life, i’ve been through many trials. I’ve been through many difficulties. I’ve been through many heartaches.

But i was born to be an AMBITIOUS. I may always be in pain but i know GOD is there up watching me – i know HE is guiding me.

I don’t know why i am here in U. A. E.

I hope my family would come to know that life here is not that easy.

If only i have choices, i wouldn’t be here struggling for the life i’ve been dreaming of…

I just want to have my own family and my own kids soon.

On the other side, I want to be a kid again to play all day long with nothing to worry about what would happen tomorrow….