sigh…
September 10, 2007
There are some points in my life that I feel like to escape and forget everything that has been happening and live the life i am heading to.
I have made a lot of mistakes on my journey but i don’t regret any of it. My nanay said i am a hard headed, that i always insist what i want. My tatay said, i don’t have a single word of honor, that i just keep on promising. My brother said, nanay and tatay are so proud of me, they are just like that sometimes but in a real sense they are so proud of me.
In my life, i’ve been through many trials. I’ve been through many difficulties. I’ve been through many heartaches.
But i was born to be an AMBITIOUS. I may always be in pain but i know GOD is there up watching me – i know HE is guiding me.
I don’t know why i am here in U. A. E.
I hope my family would come to know that life here is not that easy.
If only i have choices, i wouldn’t be here struggling for the life i’ve been dreaming of…
I just want to have my own family and my own kids soon.
On the other side, I want to be a kid again 
to play all day long with nothing to worry about what would happen tomorrow….
October 18, 2007 at 4:35 am
for some reason I feel like we are in the same position right now just that you are already there and I am still here…if you get my drift
Sige lang…sacrifices have to be made to reach our dream. At least you are starting to do it already. Me, I have yet to leave this country. I don’t know if it will ever happen. But I will do my best to make it happen. Many are saying that when I already out there I would want to go back home. I know I will have that feeling but then again it’s my dream at the same time my future. Besides you’ll never know until you’re there.
Cheers! You will always have your home here in PI…you can always come back and your family will always be there for you