being a mommy

my tummy is about to burst in a few more months. i couldn’t explain what i am feeling right now – blessed, happy, excited, nervous, and scared.

 

i am blessed to have an angel in my tummy. he is going to be one of the reason why we, “vhonn – jheng” will keep on getting stronger and even love each other as long as we are living (even though there are times quarrels arise that cannot be controlled which normal for any relationship)

 

i am happy to start build a family with vhonn. this is what i’ve been dreaming since we were in college and i am happy because i surpassed all the trials i’ve been through though some are still hanging on.

 

i am excited about my real life married status.i am excited of preparing some of my baby’s things and excited for what will hapen tomorrow.

 

i am scared of giving birth, i am emotionally weak and nervous. i keep on telling myself I CAN DO IT and even talk to my baby that he should help me to be strong and keep telling him he and his dad is my strength.

 

I pray to God to continue to guide us – vhonn-jheng, my family. To give me more strength to face all the problems that will come along my way. I pray for those people who wants to ruin me and those who have hidden grudge unto me. I pray for my family in the Philippines as well and for my brother’s safe journey after his graduation.

 

I thank God for giving me vhonn and our baby.

 

i – being a mommy